061507

heyyas.

today i think i only slept fer..
erm..
a few hours la.
haha.

i slept late and woke up early?
lol.
den i wanted to go back to sleep
but couldnt. :(
was so freaking tired?
nvm.

den later.
waited &waited &waited
fer it to be 11am.
cus jovita wanted her earpiece &perfume back.
she forgot to take it on wed. -.-
haha.

okay den.
i went to the busstop which we said to meet
&&&
she wasnt there.
wth.
:/ wasted my time.RAH
i called her &she was still sleeping man.
she just just just WOKE UP!
RAH!

den she say she ask her maid to go down and take.
)):
den i waited &waited.
around 11.20 like that den i saw her.
ffwahh.
make me wait so long.
WTH LA!

passed the thing and off i go!
i din go fer mentoring :/
din felt like it.
&i was seriously tired
&i CANNOT GO BACK TO SLEEP!!
shit you man.
oh crap.

watched tv.
practiced keyboard.
trying to keep myself occupied.

is it just me?
or is all the things you said are true?
its not that i dont trust you.
its just that i cant believe it.
is it just a dream?
or is it the fact?
im confused.

okay lo.
shuo hen duo hen duo le.
FRIENDSTER IS STILL NOT WORKING!!
hao la.
zai jian. :DDDDD

bu yao xiang wo ar.

-where are you?
i cant find you?
are we playing a game?
a game of hide and go seek?
or is it just me?
trying my best to not find you?
i have a lot of questions in my mind now.
but i cant just ask you everything in one go,
can i?
im really really confused.
is it just me wishful thinking or did we agree on it?

is everything you do for me?
or is it just an act?
its not the outer you that i want to hear from.
its the inner you.
i hope to get all the answers from you,
the inner you.

when we're alone,
we're like strangers.
when we're in a crowd of friends,
you treat me like a nobody.
but when we look into each others' eyes,
we talk.
we talk in a special way.
a way where no one else know what we say.
just that moment.
i paused &all these thoughts flash through my mind.
but i know that you know how i feel.
and you did it.
&so,
its just the beginning.
&already,
i love you.

-small loser BIG LOSER
double LOSER YOU!!
welcome to loser land.
population 1 YOU!!

-its not over-
;xxxxxxx./