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F_CK.

almost cried in school. :/
cus of my damn bloody results, everyone is scoring &yet they still say that they want to cry. if they want to cry, den i might as well go jump down building right? cus my results is like ... very far away from theirs. RAHHHH!!!

okay, today did sort of nothing at all? watched some shows... some people are just pure irritating. &i'm like now getting angry at small matter la, what's wrong with me?! i'm emotional, &no one can change that. i don't get it! why can others remember everything for exams but not me??!! i think i like really did studied very hard for this EOY exam la!! &there's really no use trying to cheer me up, it'll make me feel like crying even more.

Ai......suan le la. don't want talk about exams le. think more about it, i jiu want to cry le. gahh D: haixx... just now keyboard also no mood la. den the scales is like shit. cus i like dunno is must use two hand play together de. i thought is use one hand at a time can. den i get so low de marks D: what's with me? i can't do anything right man. terence is like get so good de marks... RAHHHHH!!!

in school while watching some show, i unknowingly cut myself with the flexible curve de metal -.- got quite a few cuts... zzZZzz i'm such a loser! DD: i guess nowadays, i must get my mind of my results by spending my time doing crap. oh yah, we got to nominate who to be SC :) den i was forced to nominate jocelyn! haha. i nominated suhui &sherina too :) i think ziying might kena la. cus like alot people nominate her? :D my class like not enthu in nominating people la, they only want to sabo people -.- the guys during chinese lesson were like sabo-ing each other... like telling mr fong about their shirt din tuck in, socks cannot see NAS..... they did that just to like sort of guai lan mr fong? -.- haha. *yawns*

i'm very tired today, don't know why. DD: can i not go school? haiix, the person i want to cheer me up, never cheer me up. den the one i don't want to cheer me up, keep cheering me up. GAH D: forget it. BYE.

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE.

there is a wonderful feeling when i see you, which cheers me up.