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i'm an IDIOT.
seriously.

yesterday, which is actually today morning around 1++ going to 2am. or something. LDeng &HYang sms me. they told me what i got, as in the subjects. D: suhui so good. D: i don't like me le.
i seriously no hope le. D: everyone got what they want. but not me, i don't expect myself to get to triple science, but at least double? D: forget it. i'm just so hopeless..

ai...why must so many things happen? nevermind.

saturday, sent my cousin&family off. they not coming back until don't know when. everyone was like asking me if i sad anot. cause i didn't cry... actually i did. only that they didn't see... was holding back my tears. my cousins is like only in primary school. gah, they also not really willing to go... is... nevermind.
i only slept for 2 hours D: so tired. after sending them off, went to have breakfast. later went to carrefour with guzheng people, to buy stuffs (forgot to buy refreshener). -.- went to GIANT. bought fbt. the six of us are going to wear black fbts on that camp day! :) went to school, kena locked inside -.- cannot go out. some were hungry, started calling people to help us buy. called kfc, but they very idiot. it's like, if we walk there, to tmart, only need like 10 minutes? den they say they need 1 hour to deliver it -.- it's like whatthehell. summore the workers they are like always sitting down there doing nothing -.- whatshitisthatla! den call lai call qu... den wanting de friend help us buy :D so kind of him. but he lost his student pass, den cannot buy student meal, so sad. ai... den waited for him to come. food was delivered. haha. thankyou.
went to SAF yatch club, performance, got some problem at first. practiced, practiced, practiced. dinner time! haha. den PERFORMANCE TIME! audience was very noisy, we didn't use mikes. den got one idiot person say what we finish so fast. never hear us play -.- go and die la. we not like you all use mikes de la. eh, ever heard of empty vessels makes the most noise? well, you are one. make so much noise, but inside got nothing de. not like us, we don't make unnecessary noises.
took pictures in the bus, WAIT. we first come, first to perform, BUT last to go home -.- whatthehell. ai...naturally, me &wanting kena bully by them. (youshouldknowwhoyouare). HAHAHA! was fun being around them. jingzhi keep taking random photos of people. haha. she so violent! so scary! ai...go home time. ban all the guzhengs back into the store &not forgetting the jiaos too! went home alone. thought my father would fetch me, but he is in town with relatives. ai.. so, i'm alone again. LONELY...i'm MISSLONELY. i have NOBODY.. all on MYOWN!! -.-.- haha. zzZzz... walk the dark dark place. so scary. haha. it was 9pm, the lights at the path way was not on-ed?! whatthehell la. then heard crickets&frogs. gosh. good thing i din see a frog. if not, i think i will die there. hahahahaha!
HOME, at last! noone there. D: so dark. *ons light* gah. alone again.

sunday, went shopping? but didn't buy anything. cause is my brother go shopping -.- not me. he's the one buy things. :) my brother registered for muay thai training. :D i asked GYang if he want to join with my brother cause he also want to learn ma... ai..&my brother want people to go with him-.- haha. GYang very forgetful. i got tell him before that i got brother lehhs. -.-.- haha.

today, nothing to do. GYang sms me, say why i go combine. it's cause my results like shit. i'm hopeless. give me your brains ar... den i can go your class le! D:
haix...

alright, BYE!
D:

you just have to send me a message, &i'll be happy. really.
whenever my phone vibrates, i always hope that it's you.