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These two days have been really tiring. I cried, I tried, I worried, I did everything I can. I did my best, but it just wasn't enough. I'm really not good enough to be their friend, I can't even help them when they need it. All I can do is to ask them to cheer up and all, I'm so effing useless. Do you know that everytime you say that it'll make us really really worried? Do you know that we really care, we don't want you to just leave us like that. I miss the past you and her. Hoping that everything would be alright for you two. Hope everthing's alright after a few days. I miss the two of you. No suicidal thoughts anymore please. I'm really worried. Be strong alright? Whatever it is, I'll always be there
for the two of you. I really will. Although I'm of no help, but I just wanna do all I can.

Today was ....., I ....., forget it. Anyways, seeing you, Bestfr, smile makes me smile too. I love you, friends. I don't want to see you sad, I don't wan't you to go.

Yesterday, didn't even sleep. Shall not talk about it.

EOY, dying...seeing people mug, I didn't even study. I think I'm gonna fail.
Kay, bye.
Goodnight &Sweetdreams.

JolynTng: Jol, cheerup! I miss the happy you, D: .
Terence: :D Thanks!(:
ShuQi: YES, if you want. HAHAHA!(:
Kevin: Kay, lol.
Belleanne: HAHAHA, lol, I know.

I've nothing more to say, but,
I just want you all to be happy.