Turns out the lights.

Don't you know that I've been missing you so.

Nothing much happened today...same old stuff. Cheena compo test, was like shit. I seriously anyhow-ed throughout the whole thing. Then did the cheer thingy. Gosh, we're such failures. We can't even get the attention of the students and teach them the bloody cheers. I think I'm a super loud loudhailer. Don't you think so? Haha. I eat microphone grow big one. Yes. The last part of assembly was BEST. 'Cause everyone wanted to go home, so they cheered like seriously, WOW. Okay, went to meet the clique people. Lunched @Tmart. Library with them. Then canteen-ed, and waited for Catherine.

EricJK is super fun to talk to, 'cause you'll get like super cool replies from him. I'm serious. He's a great friend(: Anyways, went dinner with Cat @WhiteSands. Then homed.

Smses with Justin. He's retarded. I swear. And you should seriously stop thinking too much, 'cause it's making you paranoid. Stop being paranoid. Friday the thirteen! (: Eh, ask more people go? Or just the three of us? You ask your scoutians/ whoever you always hang out with to go also? More people, more fun? Then Cat can ask some of her clique people? Yeah. Then we'll go out in one bigbig group. Like, totally. Haha. I think it'll be fun. Okay. (:
Msn chat with Kevin. Thanks for trying to make me happy and showing me the positive side of life, but it's just not there for me to see. Life's like that. Sorry, really appreciate it, but I'm just not in the mood... Oh, and I'm sorry for pushing your head, seriously, even if you say it's okay, I think it's not okay, 'cause you had that pekchek-ed face and your attitude like suddenly changed. :/ So sorry.

I think I'm gonna go off soon.

Where did all those memories went to?
The ones with you, you, you and you in it...
Where? );

Life's like that. I feel so irritated by myself, I swear. I'm like tsking myself right now and I don't know why. Maybe life's getting better? Maybe not. Last time I used to walk home from school alone, walk in those scary places. But it was nothing to me back then. Now, I'm always taking bus home, coming home late. I've got things to do. Maybe not. Just don't wanna go home anymore. Can I leave home? I can wonder around strange places, places that I've never been to before, and let time past rather than facing my parents. I used to love going home, wait, did I? I think that was wayyyyy back when I was a super small kiddo, I guess. I didn't need a reason to live my life, 'cause I live for myself and I don't have any problems. Now, I don't see the meaning of living life for myself, or just live life to the fullest 'cause it ain't worth it to get so upset/ whatever. Just smile, and forget those frowns. Life's the best. Life's full of nonsense, and I can only live it once, so I'll make it the best. But, what's the point? I always wished that my life could end earlier, so I can escape from all my troubles. What's so good about life? It's just like a game. And you're just one person in don't know how many million billions.

Goodnight &Sweetdreams.
I miss you...alotalotalot. ):