After 4months, so many things have happened since school started. From a group of around 10people, to 5. I don't really regret that this happened. I don't even know why it happened. Actually, I quite glad that this happened. Everything's so fast in Poly, 14weeks have passed. And so many fake masks have been removed. Like those 'friends' who only want to be your friend for a reason, for a motive, or just plainly just only talk to you when they need help. I thank god that I have real friends like JPCL. They are the real people that I wanna be with, no fake masks, no hiding of things, no motives behind any actions, no only talking to you because they need help. We work better individually, but best together. Helping each other, teaching what we know. For example, Marilyn was failing her C# and Database, and after studying with us for those subjects, her results from F went to C and A. A big jump isn't it? This shows that all you need is to be in the correct group, and have real friends.
Time pass by so fast, I don't even have time to take a step back and take a deep breath before moving on again. I can only chionggggggggggggggggggggg! Really really tiring, but fun when there's those friends around you. Studying is fun with them.
Andy! Didn't talk to you much, but yeah, help each other in work that we're stronger at and I think you're a really fast learner! Like, you didn't know some of the maths, then by just explaining a little, you can understand the whole thing so fast! Independent worker! Didn't go out with you before, most of the time is just hanging out with you in school, crapping, nonsense, study, and more nonsense! Cool photography skills, and I like the purple wig!! The long long one!
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WaiMan! She was the first who was super high and friendly, she came to talk to me and from then, we talked more and more and we became good friends! We were so linked up, 'cause she's from Scouts and she knows Justin and the other scoutians. Really cool. We're kinda similar in a way as we have more guy friends, and we're all connected to scouts! Got to know her more and realised she is just as boy boy as me. Straight forward and real. She's not that tall too! So I won't get bullied for being the shortest anymore! But that makes her cute! After a few weeks, Cartoon Network was formed, and a few weeks later, Cartoon Network broke up and left the 3 of us (Marilyn, WaiMan and myself). We sticked together no matter what, and helped each other get through hard times. We realised how friendship can change so fast, how people change so fast and that's when the real friendship was shown and JPECL was formed. I still remember the first time we went out together, just the two of us! We went to pool! Her patrick disease and alot of nonsense! Every moment spent together is a fun and enjoyable one. Shared many things with her. She's one girl that you should treasure, *looks at RH* hahaha. Hurt her and I will kill you okay? :D
Love you babe! ♥
Marilyn! The typical good girl with nerd nerd look! Haha. She's like the can't say no to people kinda type. Talked to her, and after some time, yeah the Cartoon Network and everything, then slowly she started to share more things with us, and me and her had the same thing around the same time, relationship things. Around the same, only that her's was retarded in a way that the guy is kinda unreasonable. Like how can you say you love her this moment and when she rejects you, you want everything, that you gave to her, back. And after she rejects, you don't even want to be her friend. This shows how immature and how fake your love is to her. It makes it sound like you never even wanted to be her friend, you just wanted her, as in HER. Not her friendship or plainly her, but physically her. Whatever it is, if you say you love her, then you should know her, you should know that she never ever wanted to hurt you. Do you know how much it hurts her? To see a friendship just end like that. Anyway, yeah, Marilyn's just too kind and nice, and easy to bully! Just like Catherine in some ways! Haha, the blur parts and the retardedness. Don't emo alone okay! We emo together! :D Every moment together is memorable and fun! And pls wake up when I call!! :D
Love you babe! ♥
Ivan! Uncle ah, the first guy in poly that I can get along well with! I think I can get along better with older people ah, like this kind of uncle! Ah, still remember the first time really talking to you! When we took the same MRT together. Then we chatted for quite sometime, and that's when you added me on Facebook too! After that, slowly we talked more and all your nonsense and bullshit all came out! And I became noisier like you said. First guy who I know not long then intro me to his close friends and go out with them! All also as nonsense as him! Studied together, went out together and intro our friends to each other. Catch fish, buy specs, ice cream, LOSER, gingerbread man and more! Also another independent worker! Always find answers on youtube one! Help each other in subjects that we're stronger in. And your maths ah! You know how to do one, it's just that you always forget to do some parts! Anw, good friend! Shared things with each other, always accompany me when I don't wanna go home so early! Helped me with alot of things! Just alot alot alot alot alot of rubbish and nonsense and when he's tired, he's super annoying! 'Cause there was once, when he was super tired and we were doing C# together, then he kept kpkb-ing annoying to the max! I was doing the work and he was so noisy! Haha, can't stand him! Good friend, real friendship. Never thought that we would be friends with so much nonsense!
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Thank you JPCL! Thanks for everything and everyday! You make a very big difference in my life and I really want to thank all of you for your help in one way or another, you guys are people who should be treasured by others and it's their loss that that don't treat you guys sincerely! All your help is very much appreciated by me. If there's anything I can help, just ask. (: If I can do it, I will help. And if you got any problems, know that I'll always be there alright (: You guys make my day, and my poly life is so much better with you guys. Really thank you very much. We must go out more often, study together more and talk nonsense all day! Every second spent with you guys is a blessing to me. There's no amount of words I can describe you guys.
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For the others, I don't know why the sudden change of attitude, but whatever it is, I don't really care anymore. If you still want this friendship, then do something about it. I don't like that fake you(s). You wanna be enemies, I'll just play along. It's all up to you. I'm not your answers, so if you wanna be my friend, please don't come to me only when you need answers from me or when you need help. You know who you are.
Not trying to find fault here. Everyone's patience has limits.
Ah, also during these months, thank you Catherine! For always being there ♥ Different class, but we still meet up for dinner and home together. Study together, her friends are my friends and my friends are her friends. Poly is almost everything that we never thought it would be. Poly really make our life super happening eh. Everyday will have one new surprise from people. Ah, whatever it is, we know we got each other. Jiejie, kbox + pool + bowling + movie + long chats + everything else that we normally do! Holiday, must have at least one day of all that okay? I MISS YOU. ): Even though I see you almost everyday, but STILL, I STILL MISS YOU! ): I miss cabbing with you to NAS, though we don't need to go there anymore, but we still haven't collect our certificate! And I miss doing everything with you! Okay, if my mother sees me typing all these she'll say I'm a lesbian. She's already saying that after looking at some of my pictures taken with you. AH. I LOVE YOU BABY! ♥ :D
When there's real friendship, you know it'll last. Forever.
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