There's no reason for you to hold on,

Marilyn: Don't lie pls! It was so obvious that you were sad, you didn't even have the mood to bowl lah. ):

Tuesday, 28 September: Simply Red Concert.
They were awesome! The guitarist was like (Y) and so were the others. Simply Awesome!



Going Kbox later to scream my lungs out.
Listening to Mary's blog music, those oldies are like bringing back memories. Shall intro more oldies to her someday, then she put and I can just go to her blog and listen.

Results are not everything to me, I was only hoping to see the faces of my parents. Finally, no disappointment, but when I wanted to tell my mother, she just came back and scolded me. Mood gone, and I just left it to the end of the day. You know, I just want that, "Good, keep it up!" kind of thing, but I never got it. Simple words, but I couldn't get it out of their mouths. No matter how good I've done, it's always not enough I guess. I think this is also the reason why my results were always good until the end. 'Cause of those words they said. They just made me feel like there's no point in getting good results for myself since no one really cared.

Maybe if not for their un-encouraging first words, I would have gotten better results for every major exams. Ah, I shouldn't be blaming them, it's my own wrong. If I wanted to study, I could have done it anyway. Still, it's my choice, my fault, my mistake. I'm telling myself not to make that same mistake again, I guess all I need now is a group of friends who would encourage me to study, and score well. I don't need friends who want to make use of me.

All I always wanted was just true friends.

Goodluck to people getting back their results, having Promos, O's, A's, N's and all the other exams and tests. Impossible is nothing, I believe that you can get what you want if you work hard for it, but that doesn't goes to everything. Just keep going on and never give up, studying is tiring and boring, but the end result is always what we want to see, and we'd want it to be a good one after all our hard work. So don't tell me you can't pass, 'cause you should be aiming to score! Jiayou okay. Love you guys. (: After all the exams and whatever, we all can catch up again, and just chat till it's dawn.

Don't know what's wrong with you, you've changed so much. Everyone feels it. You're getting on my nerves, or maybe everyone's. Treasure this friendship? I guess not, it feel like once you can't get what you want, you'd just throw it away and every single memory will be gone from you, but not me. I want that old you back, but you're just too stubborn, you can't listen to us. I feel like we're nothing to you anymore(or maybe just me). They are more important now. You've changed so much, where did the old you go...

I think you should just let it go, it's not that difficult once you've set your mind to it. You've got to try. I can't help you anymore, it's your choice, your life. As I've said to you, I don't blame you and him, I blame her, truthfully speaking, I don't like those kind of girls. I don't take sides, everyone was wrong, just got to see who's the one who's gonna make it all better. Remember what you said okay, go to your place and chat all night long okay, I miss talking to you. (: