I don't feel the excitement. I don't feel anything. It's not like before. Is it because I'm growing up? And everything changes? Like, I don't feel a thing. I've given up on almost everything. I've been giving up and giving in.
After Christmas is Birthday. When I was younger, these were the two days I was always waiting for. It's like continuous days of excitement and joy. The end of year was always the most wonderful days/ month(s).
But since young, the end of the year which is also the start of a new year is always the worst. Things always go wrong. I never looked forward to it anymore. And slowly, eventually I hated the end of years. It didn't get better as the years go by, it got worse, the hurting got worse. If it's not hurting of someone close to me, it's hurting me. I'm done with end of years.
Of course there are happy memories too, but you know, bad ones always cover all of it.
Let's hope that this year it will be better.
And hope that all of you will have a happy and merry Christmas this coming December! Tomorrow will be a better day no matter how bad today might be.
Just remember, everyday is a good day. (It's what my principal used to ask us to say for every assembly in the morning.)
It's true, everyday is a good day, it's a new day filled with new adventure and things that have not happened! What happened the day before, it's already in the past. Look forward and continue with the present and the future. (:
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