Wednesday, April 20, 2011

I'm crying in my heart, it hurts.

My body's not cooperating with me.. it's like the same as my emotions.
I feel like vomiting almost every second, I cough till I almost vomit almost more than 10 times in a day. My headaches just won't go away.

Tuesday is gonna be a killer day. Lecture notes + Laptop + Charger + until 8.30pm and no joke, the last lesson's teacher is fucking strict. Needa use ADO.NET to do web. Networking is gonna be 3 times harder. 3 examinable modules. Projects for programming, 2 web projects, and maybe networking? This life can't get any better huh..

I think I'm gonna die one day, on a Tuesday.

I really feel like I stabbed a knife into my heart. Several times.

Why is he the one saying things that I wanna hear from you? My life is so screwed up. Nothing's going right. I miss your presence.
I just wanna see you happy. If you're happy like that, I'll go your way.




I almost faint.. in the morning.

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