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RAHHHH!!!

i don't like andrew >.<
rahh.

okay, DnT was a waste of time, did nothing. erh, other than playing the tookie tookie game -.- (dunno how to spell! ><) haha, anyways, it was like only 5 people playing? &it's like very far apart! like from one end of the room to another -.-.- haha, played chop chilli too((: liangdeng damn funny la! keep like very confused de. HAHAHA. mr vincent lee is so evil!! he used my staple &he flipped through my dnt textbook -.- &he didn't ask for my permission for the textbook one. (cus i was not in class -.-), BUT STILL! haha, lamer la. oh no! i forgot to hand up my english worksheet!!! DD:

nevermind, after school, went to study with them, again. i did maths! :DD i've been rejecting friends' offer to go out all because study comes first!(: hahaha! erhh, today, study, was .... it was really scary to see a friend throwing things here and there and banging the door when that friend was never like that. nevermind, i don't think you get it. i was sort of like erm, angry? don't know what suits my feelings then, cus i don't like forcing people &seeing people force people. -.- i'm confusing! hah. nevermind, i'm not siding anyone, but seriously, forcing is not a way to get things done. anyways, i didn't really talk to them after that long time (locked up) in classroom with him thing. it was really of no use &it was scary when he keep suddenly make a sound. :/ anyways, i didn't really study today. &thanks, for helping me draw a chair (: really appreciate it(: &ANDREW! stop poking! your poke is really very very erm, effective? -.-.-

just stop poking alright? i'm so gonna steal your eraser again, one day... muahahahahaha!!! see how evil i can be(:

is this a start of our friendship? an e-mail?i hope so(: i don't want to carry on like this, it's really weird, i think.

sorry friends, for rejecting your offer to go out. really sorry; especially my dear JESLYN. (she feels REJECTION! >< )

alright then, i've got nothing else to say, so it's a GOODBYE for now(:

-it's not your fault, seriously, not your fault. please, don't keep blaming yourself. i also do want to go back to how it used to be(: i'm not gonna eat you up :D don't think too much alright? i fine waiting for you to gather your courage to talk to me again(: i don't wanna force. just do what you want. jiayous(: takecare!

-all i want to do in this lifetime, is to make you mine(: i think i'm hearing voices, voices of you. i'm thinking too much. i can't bring myself to see you walk away without trying to hold you back.

-It's A New Beginning-
;xxxxxxx./