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rahh, andrew &sean! i don't like you! D:

bleh!
nothing much to talk about today, so BYE! :D

tmr's keyboard! oh no! i'm so gonna die there. D: i don't like going there DD:

RAHHHH.
why is everything happening now?
why can't it be earlier or something?
why is it happening so fast?
why can't it stay the way it used to be?
when we were all good friends,
&we laugh, talked, joked, go out...
why? why? why?
why am i asking so many whys?
i don't like being me!
RAHHHH.

i don't get it. why do everyone wants to have a stead? is that word, 'stead' that important? well, i don't think so. it's just a word saying that you have a partner, but it doesn't mean that your partner will stay with you forever. what is most important for a lasting relationship for anything, is the feeling you have for that person. if you really think about it, you say that you like that person, then the word stead shouldn't even be in your mind, cus words can't beat the way you feel for that one and only person. i see that most people just want the title, 'STEAD' to be there to show to everyone else that he or she has a partner and that he or she is wanted by someone else. i can never get what's so important about that title. what's the use of that word/ title? when you don't even have any feeling for that partner of yours. i seriously don't see the reason to it.

i should just stop bothering too much now, and start to concentrate on my studies. i'm starting to get things right(: so, YAY! i'm not left anymore! -.-.- okay, JIAYOUS!


-it's just a feeling i can't let go. cus, every time i think of the past, the wonderful memories of you come haunting me, never letting me go on. but, why must it be now, of all time. every time, i told myself, get the most important thing done first, then start thinking about it. but it never happen, cus, you are to, important to me D: i always wonder how my life would be/ change without the fact that you are here, right beside me. though words are not said, but i get it, &i hope you do. i want out of this, at least for now. DD:

-It's That Empty Feeling Again-
;xxxxxxx./