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today...sianed.);

I only had one message from you,... Just so you know, yesterday, you're the first person I've ever said 'ily' to, the first person that I've ever held hands with that long. I know it seems kinda impossible, but it's true. I missed you like hell.); I guess you didn't know that. Well, now you know. Every second, I look at my phone, hoping that there is a message from you, even if it's a blank message. Just wanna see your name pop out. You can ask C if you don't believe...

Well, today was BORING. Elective History was like...-.- did the wrong question and I only realised it after the whole lesson. Wtf?! GAH! Like, wasted my brainjuice early in the morning? F-U-C-K-Y-O-U. Okayy, nevermind...Social studies was next, then teacher was like, 'eh, why you today like so sian? why never talk one? why in the morning like that already? you okay?' Then I was like, 'ah? nothing lar, I'm okay.' Okay, did SS, didn't really talk...so yeah. Recess...went down, with Darling and Cat(: didn't eat..was sianed. After recess was Amath, then POA..so went for lunch, then came back to school for the Resilient workshop. And I realise that I'm actually just being happy on the outside, but super sadded in the inside...that's true though. But when I'm with you, I will be happy. Seriously. Anyways, didn't go Guzheng today 'cause got that workshop.

Dinner-ed with Cat, at Simei. We link very well.(: Iloveher.(: Thanks for everything(: She might not be going to school tomorrow, then Lixuan and her might not be going to school on thursday...so means that I'll talk to myself in class then..);

Thinking of you every second, waiting for a message,...):
The song Tell Her, reminds me of him...but as I've said, it's the past(: Now, it's you...(:

Here's a song(:
I'm gonna put at least a song in every post.(:

Can't fight this feeling
I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever
I say there is no reason for my fear
'cause I feel so secure when we're together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear

And even as I wonder, I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever
And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a ruin since I saw you
I've been running round in circles in my mind
When it all is at ease then I'm following you girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone I never find

And even as I wonder, I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever
And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore

Boy, Iloveyou,