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Okayy, the today the day started off quite boring...-.- Guzheng prac, then the teacher was like saying to me in chinese, say what I always want go for guzheng then go, don't want to go then don't go. Wtf did I do lar? All those days I didn't go, I had reasons okay? Not say I pon guzheng for no reason, I didn't even pon before lar! Come accuse me. RAWR! On tuesday didn't go Guzheng 'cause I was 'SICK'. -.- Cause I ponned Camp, sooooo, if I go for Guzheng, then teacher will confirm kill me and chop me into pieces la! If I were to go for camp, I wouldn't even be here today la! TSK! My fault lar? ALL MY FAULT. Have to go camp also MY FAULT. EVERYTHING ALL MY FAULT!

Forget that!

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Then went for lunch with Guzheng girls!(: @Yoshinoya(: Then went back to school, then starts the gamessss! Butbutbut, the games didn't work out...SO, I had to go home, to take my VolleyBall and go back to school. Angie and her brother, Allan, pei-ed me home and back(: Sooo, played VBall all the way(: Then dinner. They had SUSHI!(: Nice yoh! Hahahaha! Okay, so yah. Got bored of the food, then went to play VBall again with HuiHui(: Many funny things happened! LOL!(: Laughed until my stomach painnnn! HAHAHAHA! Then, we played with water.

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PLAYPLAYPLAY!(: Obviously, I was the target, as usual! HAHA, But still, it was fun(: I love getting wet. Hee!~ (; I poured water at Jol, then she was sooooo transparent! HAHAHA, SORRY AHHH!!): Don't angry, girl): Then I dared Cynthia to like splash water at him...actually suppose to use the whole pail...but give him chance lor, 'cause he didn't bring extra clothes. Lol. Thennnn, didn't expect him to get angry though. Tskkkkkkkkk. Sorry lar! My fault okay? Tsk, no need to get so pissed off right? Also never pour soo much water, only kena abit. Angry for what siaaaa. Sorry lar. MY FAULT. EVERYTHING ALL MY FAULT. Want scold, scold me, don't go find her. Nothing to do with her. ALL MY FAULT KAY? [deleted] RAWR! -slaps myself!- -slaps myself HARDER- (go draw circles)

Forget it. I don't really care. Go fuck yourself.

Okayy, now my leg is like fucking painnnnnn, LIKE ABCDEFG! $#@^&*!!!! Cannot move my legs anymore....); Painnnnn, don't know why, but yeah. Come back, parents nag/scold again. Wtf I do lar? SERIOUSLY. I do something for them, they scold me, I don't do anything, they also scold me. Wtf you want me to do? I should just go jump down the building then everyone will be like super happy right? Ahhhh, FUCK. Super pekchek now. GO FUCK YOURSELF! ); RAWRRRRR!!

Like the guzheng teacher, wtf did I do lar? People cannot sick one ah? You think I like can make myself not sick ah? You think I purposely don't want to go for guzheng ah? HELLO. There are like soooo many others who don't attend for guzheng manymany more times than me lar. I only like one, two days. And it's like not every week or anything right? Now, everything is my fault lar? 'Cause I leader right? Must show good example. Wtf you take me for? I don't be the leader anymore lar! You go ask someone else lar! Like who will want to play solos infront of soo many people and kena insulted 'cause you play wrongly? You think I never practice? Toobad lar! I just don't have that much skills like all the previous leaders. I'm just me. You can like kill me if you want, I don't really care anymore. Piece of crap! Hate people who loves assuming others, jumping into conclusions without getting the facts right. Go fly kite or something!

I'm not scolding the teacher or anything, just felt very irritated when people assumes/ accuse me. You get it? That fucked up feeling. I'm getting used to it anyways, sooo, nevermind lor. Assume/ accuse me all you people want. I don't care!! I will just live in my own Potato world, talk to myself, entertain myself, and just sit in a corner, (draws circles and cuts wrists). Noone cares anyways. So yah, don't hesitate to do anything fucked up to me. I don't care anymore.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

Kay, enough of ranting.
I should just chill and make myself happy.

GOODNIGHT &SWEETDREAMS!
(I'm not gonna sleep now or anything, just YAH.)

Fucked up life. If I do anything fucked up to you, I'm sorry. Seriously, Sorry.

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Maybe it was all a mistake,
Gotta find that happy me again.

I stare a lifetime into your eyes,