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Gosh! Why am I always blogging so early in the morning?-.- Lol, anyways...people who play guitars ROCKS!(: Lol, random.

Today,...I mean yesterday, Afternoon, Vivo-ed, then evening, Keppel Bay again! Lol, 'cause my cousins haven't been there before yah. So, it was nice(: And the weather was, hmmm...nice? Lol, a little rain, with super strong winds! It was super cold!! The weather reminded me of Genting, the place where we went...was it last year? Lol, I can't really remember, but I think it is! Lol! We went there around christmas time! And came back to Singapore on my birthday!(: Will never forget those days, those happy memories...hmmm, I miss my past memories...ALOT. Like, when I was young, we used to go to EastCoastPark/PasirRisPark to cycle, blade, and camp there!(: Those memories are all fading away, but I'll never forget that it happened! It was the best times of my life. Now, we don't even go out so often together as one big group anymore. So, I'm treasuring all the times we spent together, and make sure that I won't forget those memories anymore!(: Haix...Okay, back to today, Keppel Bay! Walkwalk-ed around, took photos, and my cousin, Abang(that's what the younger cousins call him, which includes me and my brother!), Oh, and Abang means brother in malay! Lol, okay, nevermind! So, he baked cookies for us! Like, so rare for him to bake lar! Lol, and surprisingly, it was nice!(:

We walk one round, and then went to Marina Barrage again! Lol, my third time there! Rawr! 'Cause my cousins haven't been there also, so yah. Lol, we sat at the sheltered places at the Marina Bridge, or whatever it's called. Sang songs with my cousin, Ju. The place is still nice(: And went to the Railway Station to eat dinper supner! MeeSoto with loads of the chilli!(: Super spicy, but super nice!(: Played with the cat there, sent my grandma home, cousins home, on the way home, sms-ed(alittle, but yah)!(: And now, I'm back home!(: Much jokes and laughters when we're out with them.(:

19th, gonna stay at grandma's house? Maybe. Lol, putting up Christmas tree at her house, I hope...this Christmas won't have any problems, this New Year, no troubles. :/ You'll never know, how scared I am when Christmas and New Year comes...'cause of the problems we had on past NewYears and Christmas-es...Rawr, nothing's gonna go wrong this time round!(: I hope.

Whoo~ Grandma is always asking me if I brought the 'bearbear' out. Lol! Yeah, I bring him everywhere I go!(:

Abang's birthday is coming...what to get him? Lol, shall just get him a card!(: It'll be the best present! 'Cause I'm too cute! HAHAHAHAHA!
Oh, my birthday is coming too!! which means, my brother's is coming too!!(: (evil laughters!) SOME PEOPLE, better remember my birthday! If not, you'll die! WAHAHAHAHAHA! And that includes TERENCE! You better remember, if not, no more presents from me! And you still owe me loads of things yoh!(:

Okay, that's all for now!(: Gonna do homework later in the afternoon, then practice guzheng, and then it's guitar time!(: That's what I'm gonna do, unless someone makes me change my plans(: (hints)(hints)Ask me out!(hints)(hints) Lol, no lar! Joking! I really wanna do my homework, but if you ask me out, I'll see how lar!(: If I see you cute, then I go out with you lor! If not, then ask me out another time!(: Hehehe!(: HOHOHO!

Kinda cool that me and my brother's birthdays are on the same day!(: Lol, but we're like kinda in two different worlds, and also kinda in the same world some times! Lol, what am I talking about? HAHAHA!(:

Can't believe, you're a two faced person...You seem oh-so nice. Never judge a book by it's cover? Yeah...But still, it has passed so long, yet you still can't let it go, and you're treating her so nice, but behind her back, you're telling us all the past things which you will never forget and never will forgive her for that. Can't imagine, but it happened. Haix, but still I've to keep what you say, and never tell her, if not, more conflicts will occur. Tsk.

Sms, you slowly bring me up high, and then just let me down without a warning. Just like a roller coaster ride, going oh-so high up, and then suddenly, down. 11:26pm, after so long of waiting for weeks. And it ended so fast, I didn't expect much anyways. I can't expect anything either. I just wanna ask you one question, What am I to you now?, but I don't wanna know that answer either. 'Cause I'm really afraid that the answer wouldn't be what I want to hear. 'Cause I don't know you anymore, the way like I knew you last time...You said you wouldn't cut yourself, you broke that promise. Another promise to me, broken. Seriously, that is why, I only wanna ask you that one question. Why have you changed? To someone I don't know? Maybe it's just that we haven't been talking for awhile. Drifting so far. You always forget the things that you've promise...Aye, nevermind. I just hope and wish that you'll not do anything to hurt yourself again, and that you'll always be happy. I never knew that I'll be so into this, it seems like it's ending, or has it ended? I don't know, tell me what you're thinking...I wanna know, but I don't wanna know either. Is it all or are we just friends? It ended with nothing. I don't ask for anything anymore, just wanna go back to the way it was before...

Chatted with Cat on Msn, (:
I think, that's all for today.
Here's a song before I go stoning in my room again.

All Or Nothing
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you
But how can I fight someone who isn't even there?
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

because I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe its right I know it, know it

Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
It's time to show and tell

because I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing...

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No where inside for me in your life

because I want it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall it's now or never

Is it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all..nothing at all

There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Are we just friends
is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
you leave me here with nothing at all.

Go figure why I put this song. If you're clever, you can see why.
(:

Goodnight and Sweetdreams to all.
Nothing at all, is this how it ends,