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Happy Birthday to my super nice cousin who always likes to disturb me!
That was long.

Yah, Happy Birthday.
So old already ah! 24 issit? HAHA, see lar, even I can't really remember your age already! Hah. So quickquick! Find girlfriend!! Then marry, then blahblah! Haha, I only wanna play with the small little kids!(:

Since I knew that it was gonna happen,
Then why did I even go for it?

Just remembered that when I was small, I really liked Westlife! Especially Shane! HAHA. I got posters of him! Many of it! Here's one song which I'll never forget..

Fool Again
Baby
I know the story,
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face

Tell me
What's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place

I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.

Baby
You should have called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there

Sadly
You never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care

I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.

About the pain and the tears,
oh oh oh,
If I could I would,
Turn back the time

Ooh yeah
I should've seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.

Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.

And here's one which I'll always remember..

My Love
An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.

I wonder how, I wonder why,
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.
(oh yeah)

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again...my love.

All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again...my love.

I try to read, I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking.
(oh no)

I wonder how, I wonder why,
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.
(oh yeah)

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again...my love.

All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again...

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking off

Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again...my love.

All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again...my love.

Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)
Dreams will take it there
Where the skies are blue (woah yeah),
to see you once again my love. (oh my love)

All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again....My Love.

Yeah, that's my favourite song from Westlife.(:

Oh, and I liked 'N sync songs too! Hahah, Backstreet Boys too. Lol.
I still like their songs(:

How I wished that there is something to clean my brain, clean off all those things which I never wanted to happen, clean off those which made me cry, those which made me keep thinking about it...
But too bad for me yah? I got to learn to let it go, as soon as possible...'cause next year, got to buck up, I can't afford to drop A.Math! And I must score better than my brother no matter what! ): O's coming...I'm so gonna die, anyone can help? :/ I don't wanna go Poly, not that it's bad or anything, but yah, it has always been what I wanted since young, so...that's the way it shall be. So, STUDY! Can't seem to concentrate in anything): RAWRRRRR!!! ); I'm getting sicker(is that even a word?) as each day passes, yeah, now my nose is dead, once again. It has always been dead since young. Lol. Used to it! Just don't breathe and die! Hahaha, joking lar. I haven't die for so long! See how good I am at not breathing? Haha.

There you are, standing right in front of me,
you're once the guy I loved oh-so much.
But now, it's the end of our story.
Did it even start?
I meant nothing to you?
Just another crush?

Thanks alot man.
Thanks for all the unwanted memories,
Thanks for those times when you make me feel that I'm all that you ever wanted,
Thanks for all the ups and downs,
Thanks for making me feel like shit for the past weeks,
Thanks for making me feel even shitty-er ever since yesterday,
Thanks for thanking me,
Thanks for always being the one who hurts me the most,
Thanks for your care and concern,
Thanks for making me think of you every now and then,
Thanks.

Saying that last five words in your last message is so simple,
I could have done that too.
I could have done that, ever since that day,
ever since that day,
I already felt shitty.

In fact, I really wanna know why,
but maybe, I just don't have to know.
Crushes, comes and go?
Wow, felt like you cheated my feelings.
And I'm one of them?
I really meant nothing to you uh.

You take it so easily,
'cause I'm not your first,
I'm not important to you.

It's over?
Yeah, I think it has been over since the day you didn't sms me.
Tried so hard, to let you into my heart,
and you just have to end it like that.

Don't want anything that reminds me of you,
Don't wanna see you.

I rather run away,