You suck.

Yes, you suck to the max.

Never thought that I'll hate you this much, but yeah, I hate you.
Just look at how much you've changed. Even your friends don't like you, they just don't say it to you. You'll realise it one day. When you start to look back at the things you've done, and how much you've changed, just within a few days...like one week or so? Before those days, you said you wanted to change, but I didn't know you'll change until like this. Two words, YOU SUCK. Get that in your head. If you ever say that I don't dare to say it in your face, then what about you? Too afraid to even look at me? I could have said many things in your face. I just controlled. Give you face. 'Cause I know, that if ever I did that, I'll have my friends to back me up, and you've got none. Not being an asshole or anything, but you're being an asshole to your friends who actually did care about you before. You're making everyone around you hate you. Another thing, stop flirting. That's just disgusting.




I'm sick to the max.
And he made me even sick-er the minute I see him.
I regretted my choice, my decision. I'll never make such decisions ever again.

Valentine's Day isn't so Valentine-y afterall. Even though, there were many people giving roses here and there, Vday gifts...yah. I got angry with J cheating my feelings, 'cause he's like saying he's gonna give it to blahblah, then in the end, he didn't. Then lala, went up to the fourth level with him. Later, he got angry with me, I think? 'Cause he didn't talk to me. Then, saw him, and J followed him, and whatever, since I didn't want to see him, I just went off. But I saw M putting the letter and rose! Haha.
I didn't have enough styrofoam roses for everyone. Saddening.

Guzheng bonding session, I think alot of people were bored. Ah, lala. We never had a perfect camp after our seniors went. Anyways, my leg now got a blueblack, all thanks to Denise. Haha, but her legs are all red to the max, credits to me! Haha, people are now afraid of me! Wahahahahaha! Water games, I didn't want to get wet, but some people, just don't understand what is don't-want-to-get-wet. Other than shuqi making me wet, which I didn't mind, 'cause at least she asked and only made my back wet. And those who only made my back wet, I'm fine with it. But that bloody person who made my hair wet...*slaps* Haha, okay lar, I'm not gonna kill you or anything. I just don't like my hair to be wet. I don't know why, but yah. Wet hair = wet potato = growing potato (Eh, that's good what! HAHA!) Okay, lala. Seniors came, gave them roses too. I love them!

It's amazing how guys plan so much, just to get the day right for the girl they love. Like, how to make it the perfect-est day for her and so on. All kinds of roses. They are like so sweet. Like ZX, he stayed back, just to wait for me to teach him how to make foam roses for her. But, sadly, I was sick, I didn't have the mood to make/ teach, but I still did some. Then after Catherine and the clique left, I was left with Daphne, to make the roses for him, for her. And sadly again, someone made me even more no mood to do anything. Did some and got fed up with it. Sorry ZX. Really sorry.

Cried. I was already in no mood and he had to come and piss me off, and therefore, I couldn't control anymore.

Later, went JustAcia, for dinner. Daphne went off first, and then we all; Catherine, Darren, Damien, XueMin and I, bus-ed home. DarrenNeo says that the lollipop that Jovita gave tasted like redbull! Haha, then I was like saying, 'cause it's from Indonesia. Haha, no offence or anything to anyone. Sorry.

Walked home, and yah. I'm sick.
Goodnight and Sweetdreams.

Don't be too showoff-y just because you won in a competition. So what if you did? You didn't do as well as some others did. You should know that yourself. Stop criticizing others.

In the arms of an angel.