Change.

Never knew one person could change so much just after a few days? It's scary, but true. Changed to a totally different person in a way. Different from the one I knew before. Or maybe, I just didn't know the true you. Maybe you're too good at masquerading, no one knows who or what you really are deep down inside. Or maybe it's just you trying to attract the attention of others as usual. Or maybe you're drowning with problems, that hurting others will make you feel better? (Okay it's retarded, but who knows right? I can't think of any other reasons anymore. There are more reasons like that, but I'll not be so mean.)

I really don't understand how you could do such things. Can you tell me how? How did you even have that balls to do it? Okay it's not about the balls. How did you even do it?! If it was me, I wouldn't and couldn't do such things. I'll just feel like I'm a bastard, a bitch, a fucked up person. Do you even feel anything when you say it to him?

God, seriously, if you're there, please guide this person to the right path. Stop making that person do things to hurt others. Hurting someone is a big deal. 'Cause no matter how many 'Sorry's you say, it's not gonna erase that hurt. It'll just tell the person that you realised that you're wrong and you're sorry, if you even mean it. If saying 'Sorry' can resolve everything, then there wouldn't be policemen around. (Okay abit no link, but you get the idea.)

I seriously feel like punching you in the face and get my message through your stubborn ass head. STOP FREAKING HURTING PEOPLE AROUND YOU. They care about you and all you do is take a knife and stab them in the back like you're killing zombies in Left4Dead. Just ask yourself, how many have you hurt? Not one, not two, but much more than that. Friends just come and go in your life 'cause in one way or another, you've hurt them, directly or indirectly. Seriously, you're not gonna understand anything with your "I know that, but have he/she considered about my feelings? I'm not asking anything much. I just want them to be happy, for myself, it's alright, as long as they are happy, I am." Do you mean it? I doubt. It's either I know you very well or I just don't know you at all.

I've got so much to type out, but I can't say it all out freely in my blog. I want to help, but I'm sorry, I don't think I can now. After this incident, I can't help you. Anymore. I'll stand on his side, but I really want you to stop doing this kind of things, it's so not the you that I know.

Seriously.