081507

hello hello hello

lets start with,
AZRA'S BIRTHDAY!!
it was on 13 august :)

everything went normally after the TESTS!
erm, no life science, went to celeb azra's birthday! wanted to go swensens to eat, but it was renovating? okay, so, decided to spent her eat at seoul gardens. i paid everything, den later sherina &bel pay me back. we HAD LOADS OF FUN EATING! gave her present, sang birthday song, played with food :X haha. then the guy thought we wanted more soup, to eat &he came, i said, no.thanks :DD haha.

okay,
days pass, the teacher din call my parents? weird. or is got call but they din tell me? i dont think so. most likely she din call. it aint serious thing la. and she is making a BIG fuss out of it. nvm,
up to her lo, my parents, i dont think they even care? nvm, nvm, nvm.

so, tests, were OKAY.
hope i can pass all subjects?


ystd,
fun times talking to siokhui (: erm, met some guy? two guys one girl. the girl from NAS de. den the guys from ITE? nvm, the guy who sat beside me was like keep seeing what i was doing la. so irritataing. den the girl &guy opp me keep talking about what im doing? weridos. i was laughing with siokhui, about some stuff.

okay, shall talk about today!!!
today, had test, after school, ROBOTICS. another boring one, i thought. but it was, erm, i was laughing throughout the whole thing, all because of some things, &&andrew READING CHINESE! hahahaha. you should listen to it man. super funny. both of them, chinese, FAIL AR! so ke lian man, their chinese. simple word also dunno. -.- really ke lian them. went home late, almost late for keyboard, cus siokhui &me waited for the SENIORS, which are them, &mr lee was so, erm, keep asking me to do video. hahaha. i dunno how to la. im gonna die. nvm, MR LEE; i've not told you what your punishment is, but it'll come, SOON! hahaha.

erm, keyboard, teacher laughed, i laugh, &now, im bored. cus everyone all go, den leave me alone to talk to the wall. aiyah, gaoyang, miss me right? hahaha. erm, you hurt me DD: i cry den you know ar.. hahaha!!! JUST JOKING! i not so xiiao qii de ((: im a good person ((: be my friend, NO REGRETS! siokhui, bad lo suddenly go, nvm, your sis want use so, suan le lo. HAHA. terence; art so nice, still wan me draw you that thing. wah. kns ar. i draw like shit lo. DD: i scared you dont like, den i very paiseh lo. haix.. nvm.

okay lo, i want to study more! so goodbye, dont miss me TOO MUCH. cus i'll be sad. anyways, jiayous everyone! study hard &play hard! remember to ask me go out!!!! goodbye!

-if you really would fall for her, i have no words to say, because, you do not know her well, &what's more, you WILL regret. so, its all up to you.
-you kept me in the dark, not letting me know anything. i miss you, but still i have to keep it as a secret. i'm just not ready, not ready. if you really do love me still, hope you can wait. but i think, by the time i'm ready, you would already be with another. i know whatever i do now can change it, but, i dont want to always make the first move. i dont want to make you think that i'm very independent. because, i'm not. i also need someone to lean on. i need a shoulder which i can cry on. i'm not in good mood, but still, i keep the smile on my face to let you know that i'm alright. i dont want anyone to think that i'm emotional or always happy. i am a human, i have feelings too. it's not always up. there is down too. where things dont go the way you want it to. i've written so much, not sure if you would pass by &read this. but it doesnt matter, cause i know that i cant change things for now, just want to say, ily.

-Weird Feelings I Have-
;xxxxxxx./