082007

hello :DD

tmr's NAOMI's BIRTHDAY,
thursday is JASMINE's,

&HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GIRLS!


kinda hate school now, secondary school life, SUCKS! i dont know why, but i think im always the one getting friendship problems, maybe im just not good enough to be anyone's friend. i should just step away from everyone, and be in my EMO world. not like everyone else, im a disaster. nothing i do can amend what i have cause. i think i really shouldnt exist!

oh crap, here goes me &my emo stuff. WHATEVER.

i should get on with life, anyway, just to tell those who hate me terribly, i dont care what you think, everyone is different, special in their own way, but i know im not special in anyway, but if you really dont want to be my friend, then i suggest you should tell me right in the face. cos, i want to know, &i dont like people talking behind my back when they want to be my friend. you may think whatever about me, but i dont care, i just want to know the truth.

okay, enough of that, back to reality.


NEWS FLASH!!
someone loves ... hahaha!!! okay, nvm. im a gonner.

everyday gets worse. but talking to siokhui makes it better? in a sense. whatever. okay, dont irritate me, i'll kill you. &guys should really stop saying that girls have pms all day long. its just immature. its really irritating rather than funny la. but you guys just wont get it. so i should forgive? nvm, im emo, i admit. but its because, im thinking, deep into thoughts. im wondering why life as a secondary kid is so difficult. why must teachers be so bias. why must i do everything? im dead, so dead.

i dont know whats going on, &i dont know who is doing what. someone, WAKE ME UP!! just slap me, slap me till i burst out in tears. i dont mind, i've been controlling my tears for soo long. just wanna let it all out once and for all. i cant take it much longer. nvm, things have been happening, changing. even, friendship. it all starts from me. i hate me! i hate me! i hate me!

please do not carry on reading if you cant stand me saying all these crap. cos i really dont care. i din ask you to read. its just there. everyone thinks im emo, as in always. i dont talk, when i feel irritated, pissed, fucked up. okay, i think i should stop here, cause, i might burst into tears if i carry on. im not gonna cry, cus crying doesnt solve any problem. i gotta give &take. i hate being me. DD: DD: DD: DD: DD: DD: DD:


thanks to friends, who are concerned about me.


-sadded, fuck off, im pissed.
rotting; emo-ing.
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99 i miss yous, is not enough to express how much i really miss you.

-Love Potion-
;xxxxxxx./