it's not true, if i ever said that i could forget you. it's not true, if you ever said that i never did love you. it's not true, if i ever said that nothing has changed. one thing that has never changed, is that, i love you, i still do.
HELLO!! :DD
yesterday, went out with family. as usual. went to sit down at a place, we all talked, laughed, &there was a freaking rude security guard. shall not rake up unhappy things, as it will effect my mood.
today, didn't go out with friends. * suddenly ask me go out with him, alone. ohmygod! actually he have been asking me, only that i was never free with all the CCAs, school stuffs &others. but i got no excuses now. shit me! im SCARED! oh no, DD: nevermind, shouldn't think too much. he just a friend to me :DD so, today, went to do project. i was really, like not talking? cus i know that sherina &azra are angry with me for some reasons, which i do not know. or maybe i know only i that i think that they wouldn't be angry with small matters. nevermind. i don't blame them, it's, well, my fault. alright, azra didn't go fer project, but, nevermind. we completed it. well, sherina did talked to me, in a really not wanting to talk to me way, but as i've said, i don't blame them, it is afterall, my fault. i don't like blaming others.
after project, went out with family AGAIN. nevertheless, it was boring, BUT fun? -.- lol, im sick now. &i don't want to go to school! can i just go fer robotics? but not school? i'll die there. oh yah, theres gonna be robotics on monday fer my group. as we are gonna do the video, no time!!! oh no, my table is flooded with tissue papers!!! i'll be back, :DD .
alright, im back! :DD
im gonna HATE mr fong for life.
let's see what i've got this week,
MONDAY - school, robotics, life science?
TUESDAY - school, CCA
WEDNESDAY - school, robotics,
THURSDAY - robotics presentation, COE, SLF
FRIDAY - school, performance?
oh no, another boring week! hope it'll turn out alright? luckily, there is no keyboard!! if not, i die le. DD:
damn it! i can't breathe!! nose block. im soo cold. :/ i don't feel good. DD: &&&i saw a nymph! (baby cockroach) eww. nevermind. i hate insects! i hate fps! i hate being sick! i hate you!(NOT!) hahaha. hahaha! Hahaha. Hahaha! HAhaha. HAhaha! HAHaha. HAHaha! HAHAha. HAHAha! HAHAHA. HAHAHA! -.-||| im being lame. this is the result of me being sick.
alright, that's all for now, i want to watch television x) wakakas. my blog, i hope it doesn't die. keyboard, im dead. robotics, need more time! school, hate it. fps, go die. BYE! :DD
-you know, i really don't want you to walk away from me. i got so much to say, but i have no courage to just say a word to you. as, i think that every thing happen now, it's all because of me, people may think that im negative, &give people positive thinking. but, im not really a negative person. im just saying facts, im always the one at wrong, im always the one having to do everything, everyone thing im the not shy kinda person, im not to a certain extend. but there is a point where everyone/ anyone gets shy. not really the one who wants to show people that im weak, or shy. i want others to know that im independent. i want others to think positive, as it will really cheer them up. but im a person, who thinks about facts, as in, if its negative, i won't think positive, i won't change my thinking, unless there is a reason to. noone knows me well enough, im sure about that. you know that i can take what ever unhappiness, it's because, i don't show how i really feel. im always looking happy to some, &emo to others. which is the real me? go figure.
-an ill person.
-Love's Just A Stone's Throw Away-
;xxxxxxx./
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