Another full moon.

Went to TTSH to visit Grandfather.
He looks so...... ):

His face looks swallon, so are his hands. His hand are tied to the bed. 'Cause he keeps pulling all the tubes out. He keeps saying that his hands and legs got cut off when it's still there. Guess it's so numb that he can't feel them anymore.. He haven't eaten anything for more than a week...

Actually I've got alot to blog about him..but, whatever I blog won't help him in any way, so...forget it. ):

Anyways, on a lighter note, we went to Marina South Pier for Mother's Day dinner! I swear, I almost died on the boat, haha! Sea sick. Bloodyhell, it keeps shaking! The Peranakan dishes were nice...I think my Grandmother and Mother cooks better though. Haha. Had games, performances, and gosh, I kena sabo-ed by my mother to go up and sing some song. My father also kena. HAHA! I swear, I cannot sing in front of manymany people. I will dieeeee. Hahaha! I died there. Then cousin saved me. She came up to help me, but in the end, both of us were dying! Haha, at least we completed that song! Got some random prizes. (:

Father got sabo-ed by my uncle to go up and sing again! Hahaa! :D Made popiah on my own! :D So cool la. Then went off at around 10:30pm plus. Went up, stoned awhile, then went home (:

The moon's super bright. The sky's super clear. I love the moon...

Oh, the fucking rashes are coming out again! Fuckkkkk. It always happens after a visit to the doctor. Thanks man. This time, I really fucking swear, with my fucking life that I never want to go to the doctor's ever again, unless I'm really sick. :/
Hate swallowing the pills, and whatsoever.
Grrrrr ):

I'm so sad right now.
Oh well, I've to bear with the itchiness and carry on with life. Haha.

Jamlegend here I come! :D