Shit happens.

[edited @12:30am]
Went to Grandmother's house.
Did Chemistry today.
Back home.
From what father says, grandfather is really sick. And is suffering. Hope he'll be fine. Now, because of the swine flu, only one person from each family can go in the hospital to visit whoever. So...doubt I'll be seeing him anytime soon...

I swear, if I can sew my mother's mouth up, I will. For now. RAH. Mfcb.
Fucking cheebye lar. I was fucking studying @Grandma's and now I just freaking on the lappy and you fucking cheebye say I never study. AND YOU FUCKING CHEEBYE-ISHLY SAW ME FUCKING STUDYING. YOU MFCB. RAH. What's the fucking difference if I don't study?! Even if I did study, you'd say I didn't. SO WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT HERE? I swear, you should just stop talking to me, and SLEEP. Father's not much different. So what if I just scolded her, CHEEBYE. You both can scold me with vulgarities when I didn't even do any fucking shit, so why can't I scold you both back with vulgarities when you both did fucking shits. Life's so fucking unfair eh. But, too bad. I'm not that little girl who listens and do as you say anymore, in short, your dog. I live my own life.

I used to have many goals, ambitions, dreams. But where did it all go? It all got crushed, 'cause when I tell you both all those, you two just ignored me, didn't even encourage me or say anything. Even if you two did, what do I get? Some remarks that will make me lose hope and make me forget about all those. Most of the time, I get discouraging words or maybe just get scolded for dreaming too big. It all started when I was just a little kiddo. And shit happens every now and then, but I just keep it to myself. Life got worse over the years.
I never gave any trouble to the two of you ever since I was young. Until this year, I gave up.
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Yesterday.
School was like $#!%. Seriously.
Nevermind.

Need to ask parents to write a freaking letter 'cause I didn't go for the Chinese make-up Oral. Cheebye. I doubt my parents will write.
Ponned PE, and Mr T said that he was gonna give us yellow forms. And if we didn't get 75% for our Poa, we'll get another yellow form. How nice. But, from what Mrs P told us, he's forgiving, so we won't get a yellow form. Ah, whatever. My life's already screwed up.

Went lunch @Subway with Catherine, DarrenNeo and XueMin. Walked around Tampines 1 with Catherine and Darren. Starbucks with them. Then back to school with Catherine.
Happy Birthday, Darren! :D

It's also Dickson's Birthday. Happy Birthday! (:

Okay, so Night Studied with Rohail, Benedict, DongKun and Catherine. Didn't really study much. 'Cause I was being irritating. Haha.
Movied with Justin, Rohail and Benedict. Catherine went home. X-Men was nice.
Taxi-ed home with them.

Grandfather's in hospital...hope he's fine.

Today.
Didn't go out with parents. Told them I wanted to study at home... They didn't believe, they never did. How can they believe that I was gonna study when they don't even believe that I have Night Studies? Hah.
Whatever. I got used to it.

Bye.