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Yesterday, went out in the evening to eat dinner, at Holiday Inn, Melting Pot Cafe. It was international buffet!(: Nice food there yoh! I love the waffle(: &Of course, they have me! and many people were eating me! Anyways, my father and aunty cutted cakes, 'cause we celebrated their early birthday, and only ate the cookie cake, which is my father's.(: After eating and all, we went to Bowl!(: YAYness. Haven't bowl for a very long time, and bowling makes me happy!(: That reminds me of the past memories with my seniors...how I wish I can go back in time and just stay at that moment, when we were all having FUN. Now, all I have is problems. Oh forget it! Anyways, bowled till 12++am and went home!(: Tomorrow, going to my aunty's house! For steamboat. It's sort of Hari Raya + second celebration of early birthday.(: Oh, took photos and my cousin's boyfriend is tall x1000000000000000000 yoh! or maybe me and cousin are just SHORT. HAHAHA! Anyways, he's nice(: Next time, I'm gonna bowl better than him!(: STRIKES!(:

Oh, it's late, I meant early, in the morning!(: I think I should go and sleep, but even though I'm really tired, I don't wanna sleep...):

Actually, going out with my family and relatives is quite fun(: Listening to them talking malay and other languages...jokes, past, maybe I should spend more time with them, maybe they can make me forget all my troubles, maybe, there's alot of maybes.....
Going out with friends is fun too, but if you're going out with friends who leave you out unknowingly, you will seriously feel like a fucking extra person, and you would just want to vanish from that place.
Oh well, I think I should just stay at home, listen to music, stare at the ceiling, until I die.

So, I'm just a friend to you now.

Got a secret, can you keep it?
One can only keep a secret if the other is dead.
So, if I tell you, I have to kill you.