Rants.
I have loads of things on my mind right now. My decisions always make me regret. How I wish I can just end my life right now, I really cannot take it anymore. It's killing me from the inside. Why did I even bother to do all those for you? All I get from the two of you are lies. It's seriously not funny. Now, it seems to me like it's all my fault eh? Thanks alot ah. I really wonder what I did wrong. Why do I always seem to be the one at fault? Sorry, but I really can't forgive and forget, again and again, you guys just don't take me seriously. I give up, I really cannot take it anymore. I can't stop thinking of those things...tried to take my mind off the things I'm thinking about, but everything failed. Every time when I go home, I thought I could relax, but every time, I was wrong. It was even worse. Friends, all gone...they are always going out with others, and I'm always left out. Ahh, I guess I'm not good enough to be anyone's friend. Teachers, having high expectations of me, expecting me to do everything they ask me to, I'm not as good as you think. Seriously. ); Everyday, thinking of so many things...Even my parents were like saying why I like everyday look so sick. ;\ Ai, I really don't wanna think about it anymore. Don't wanna see you guys, don't wanna be reminded of the past either. Ahhhh, fcuk lar. D;
Rants with Catherine. Thanks Catherine.
ShuQi: Hahaha, thanks. :D
Kevin: ...
Darren: Hahaha, I know lurh. I want it more potato-y right?! HAHA. :D
Catherine: Ah, I want it more potato-y lurhs! :D Then it'll taste soo much better!(:
My life is a total mess.
It's all over,
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