Fuck.

I swear, I can just kill you right now.
You should just fucking die, and fucking stop fucking around. Bitch. You think you're very clever? You can go jump down the building and no one will stop you. Stop acting like you're the biggest, and everyone has to go by your rules, seriously, you're no one to me. You can fucking do whatever fucking things you want, it's not gonna make me think that you're any better. Throwing things around won't help. It's just you, trying to gain attention. You don't like this family, you can just fuck off. Think that we're poor and all, just fuck off! Go to your friends, who are oh-so rich. Don't have to act like some rich kid around here. We're giving you face, letting you do what ever you want. You want to go Poly, they let you, you want new phone, you have it, you want money, you got it. Everything's just there for you. What else do you want?! You can just fuck yourself and die. I seriously have been controlling myself from scolding you or doing anything. I'm just sitting there, in my room, waiting, for the time when you come and fucking make me cannot control anymore. That day shall be the day when you die, terribly. What do you get when you show off how 'smart' you are to everyone? Making me look like some failure. All you think about is yourself. Selfish, Materialistic, Bitch. The last time I've ever really scolded you was when I was young, like around Primary school? I even fought with you. I don't care, you're nothing to me. I can tell my friends how cool you are sometimes, but those fun times are so much lesser than those fucked up ones. You bitch about how your parents talk to you about school stuffs, but have you ever thought that they were right? In fact, when was the last time you admitted you were wrong? When was the last time you ever apologised to anyone in your family, sincerely? Everything in your life is about you, you and you. When you're in the wrong, you said that you don't care, and you'll never ever say that you're sorry to anyone. Your parents have been doing so many things for you for so many years, and what do they get back from you? It's okay if they get nothing, but they get your fucked up shits and bitches. Trying to act like some Big person? All you've ever given them was trouble, trouble and more trouble. Talking about trouble, you always get me into troubles. Thank you very much. Since young, you've always pushed all the blame on me. And what's more, our parents always believe you. Thank you so very much man. When you scold them, they can't do anything or they don't do anything. Instead, they start nagging at me, scolding me, and whatever so on. When I just say a word, which they think is talking back, I'll just get a hell lot of shit. Thank you again. Like seriously, the world does not revolves around you 24/7. What do you give them? More bills to pay, more shit from you, more nonsense from people about you, more money spent,... Let's see how much they've wasted on you during your holiday in HongKong till now.
-Almost $5000-$6000 on your trip there and back.
-$100 for your lost I/C
-$500plus phone lost
-$300 Gucci strap
-Allowance till now, $900
-Extra money, $300plus
-Transfer to Poly, $few thousand plus
You can say that some of the money is your own money, you saved it, but if they don't give you the money, how can you save it? Oh, still have not count the bills. How nice of you yah?
I'm not much better 'cause I'm bitching about you right now.
Fuck it, you can just go jump down the building and die. Enough of your nonsense.
Enough.