Heartless.

I failed Chemistry, Social Studies, E.History, Mother Tongue, POA? A.Math?
Siann...

My results dropped so much. Okay, humanities, it has always been like that, nevermind that. Chemistry, same...But Mother Tongue, I die die, also won't fail one lar. Other than the bloody oral, which we didn't have. So, good for me. But I still failed. POA? Most likely will fail. Why? 'Cause I've been failing all my test. It's the subject only subject that I've always scored an A1 for, and now, it's like...F9?, I think. Wow. A.Math? Hope I can at least pass it. :/
This year, it's really not my year. Like, the starting is already like !@#$, can you imagine what it'll be like for me in the middle/ during O's? I think with my results like that, I wouldn't be able to go anywhere with it. Nowhere. Then I can just stay at home and rot everyday. Eat shit and sleep. Yay. I'm so pathetic. I'm nowhere near to my aim of going to JC. I think I can just give it up. Then everyone, my parents and relatives, will be disappointed. Oh, whatever.

My brother's transferring to Poly, Singapore Polytechnic. 'Cause he don't like those 'retarded' people he says in TPJC. TPJC is really strict, haha, from what I know. Yeah. So, he needa spend another three years? Studying something about spectacles? Optimatrix? I don't know how to spell or whatever. Haha. He says that it's the best course to earn money once you're out of poly. Yeah, whatever. He only thinks about money. Haha. Materialistic person.

Hmm, school's been meaningless if not for my friends. Not only school, let's just say my life is meaningless. Thanks to the friends I have, even if I'm not as important as they are to me, but, they'll always still be that friend I'll thank for everthing. Haha, okay.
Took J's wooden bracelet thingy, whatever you call it lar! Lol! Haha, then got his name. Lol, then bloodyhell, B say I dog, got name tag. Then thanks K for adding, saying that I'm a bitch. Wow, thanks alot. After school, lunched with Yiqi, LiXuan and Catherine. Cat went with the clique, and Yiqi, LiXuan and I went back to school. They waited with me till my CCA start. Haha, they're going for track! Trackers. Lol.
Guzheng, okay. Nothing much to say. My wrist hurts x10 again. ):
After guzheng, sorry Jol and MinLin, didn't know that you girls wanted to leave those books there, really sorry. :/ And Cat didn't tell me that she wasn't waiting for me): Nevermind, I knew she would go home/ somewhere else. Lol. I'm gonna dao someone. Rawr. Thought I was going home alone again, but yay, Azra and Sherina! Wow, it's been ages since I last went out with them lar! :/ Haha, I miss them! (: Didn't know Azra stay some where near me! Haha. Yay.

Homed.
Wooden things are so Scout-ish. Haha. (: And J don't even know when he got it! Lol. Retarded. (:

When things never go the way you wanted, you curse and swear.
But it's still not helping.

Bye people!